The stress is getting to me. I have to find an outlet.

I really wish we were going to be here next weekend to participate in all of the youth events that are happening. But Alas, PA beckons.

I guess planning the ceremony IS pretty important.

I feel like lately I keep wanting to start new projects. Pretty big ones in fact, and then I remember, oh yeah, I have to plan this wedding thing that is going to happen in 2.5 months. I think that is how my mind deals with stress, do something new..why not add to it?

I really wish I had longer hair and that I didn't have to worry about buying it. Maybe I won't, yet I've always thought that I would have long hair...

Luke is really sick. In bed and on vicadon (sp?) for like 4 days now. I'm a little worried, hopefully a positive trip to the doctor's tomorrow.

I'm really getting impatient waiting. I just want to know, yet I only want to know if its good. Such a life altering thing....

I'm ready to move into a house. With a yard for belle. its driving me crazy, but I'm trying to be patient.

Have about half of the BM presents, and got the stuff to make the other parts today. I've really become a DIY type of girl.

My head is so jumbled right now, is this what it will be like until the wedding? I don't know if I can handle it...

Ahhhhhh! Honeymoon!

So we finally booked. We're going to Punta Cana in the Dominican Republic. And let me tell you, after a week of looking almost nonstop, it was so nice to finally hit that "book it" button. We were going to use the "free" vaca, but we found it on a few spam sites, so that was kind of out. Then my parents were going to let us use their amazing time share, but by this point all of the nice ones were taken. So I looked at the package deal sites and we finally narrowed it down to 3, and decided on one. So there you go, honeymoon, done! I'm glad we decided to go on one, as for many months we said no...we'd be at the beach the whole week before...we'll go on our one year...blahblahblah. But it feels almost more "real" because we're leaving to go somewhere after. So yay! I can't wait. White sand beaches, all inclusive alcohol, and Luke.

This weekend was SO so productive. We went to Rehobeth to my rents house, and Lukes parents came, and we had a blast! A taste of what wedding week will be like, and that is exciting. We worked out the menu for the week, the sleeping arrangements, and did the invitations! They're almost done, we didn't have enough of the one part, so I have to finish them tonight, get them out soon. And that will be nice to have done. It like the last big thing. Then move on to the details.

Its really coming together.

Currently Reading The Time Traveler's Wife By Audrey Niffenegger see related

I turned in the first application. Playing the waiting game, and really nervous. i tried not to get my hopes up...

Got back into running, feel SO infinitely better. Thank God.

BOUGHT MY WEDDING DRESS! After some drama, found the best one so far, and have put it on every day since......haha

Lent starts Wednesday, still struggling with what to give up/add.

Found a church and are becoming members of it...

Going to Rehobeth this weekend for a "wedding weekend" with my rents and the future in laws, and am so so excited about it.

wow. a lot going on. Love it.

P.S. This book is quickly becoming my fave. I cant put it down...

being at work at 4:55 am=sucks.

working at starbucks at 4:55 am=not so bad actually.

mmm....loooove coffee.